tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23543937666577138482024-03-12T21:14:27.571-07:00Mommy-OOcieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.comBlogger41125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-20411259677237489922011-07-29T07:55:00.000-07:002011-07-29T07:55:38.906-07:00DON'T FORGET! Mommy-O has moved to <a href="ocieanna.com">ocieanna.com</a>. <br />
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Stop on by!Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-77244520426600171582011-06-23T15:47:00.000-07:002011-06-23T15:47:28.619-07:00New Mommy-O Blog at ocieanna.com Don't Miss It!<a href="http://www.ocieanna.com">When I Say Stop, I Mean Stop!</a>Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-71938977928486328612011-06-18T20:54:00.000-07:002011-06-18T20:54:05.592-07:00Mommy-O HAS MOVED TO OCIEANNA.COMIf you're looking for a bit of encouragement and to feel like you're not alone on the surprising journey of mommyhood, come visit <a href="http://ocieanna.com/mommyo/">Mommy-O</a> at ocieannna.com! <br />
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Ah, these words come as a fortress to me this morning. My enemies have waged war against me. Who are these formidable foes, you ask? Who else? Those four little sinners living in my house. Their weapons? Bickering, disobeying, disrespecting, purposeful loudness, unkindness. These are mighty weapons. How can I--weak, afraid, unsure of my tactics--ever conquer such enemies? <br />
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But if that weren't enough, the other enemy flanks me--my own sin. Yes, I've been attacked by frustration, impatience, anger, not trusting God's sovereignty, and more. It's hopeless, at least it seems that way. <br />
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Yet, my strength for battle--both the one for my kids' character and the fight against my own sin--need not be fought by me alone. No, the battle is the Lord's, and He will never fail. <br />
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Lord, I can't fight another moment without You. I need You. "But you, O Lord, are a shield about me, my glory, the lifter of my head." Psalm 3:3 ESVOcieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-59662720207919601452011-06-06T09:28:00.000-07:002011-06-06T09:28:00.197-07:00Mommy-O's PrayerOh Lord, I need You. My thoughts and emotions are so pent up, so much burbling under the surface. Please help me to be at peace in whatever circumstance You place me, content to serve my family with joy and grace, leaning on Your strength. How I love them! Help me to delight in them more and more each day. <br />
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“No good thing does He withhold from those who walk uprightly.” Thank You for Your amazing riches and grace!Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-92097898945396029412011-06-03T20:51:00.000-07:002011-06-03T20:56:53.979-07:00Do They Even Like Each Other?Aren’t road trips fun?<br />
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“Give it!” <br />
“But I want to play with the spinning toy thingy.”<br />
“It’s mine!” <br />
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The argument continues until the inevitable, “Mom, she won’t give me the spinning toy thingy.” <br />
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What can I expect when we’ve been driving for three hours? Road trips can be hard on everyone, but what gets me is my weird expectation for a perfectly joyous time in which the little darlings will harmoniously get along. <br />
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Yeah, that pretty much doesn’t happen. They don’t argue constantly, but from time to time (and it feels like <i>a lot</i> when you’re in the car for so long) they do bicker, fight, whine, argue, and cry. And it’s often when an older sibling (dictator) wants to control a younger brother or sister (peon). The older feels she has the power, but the younger—rather than simply capitulating to her ruler—rebels.<br />
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“No! I won’t give you the spinning toy thingy! I don’t have to! You’re not my MOM!” <br />
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Sometimes I think they really, truly dislike one another. I wonder if they’ll ever be friends. <br />
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The criticism—“That’s not how you fold a towel. Just let me.” <br />
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The belittling—“Really? You <i>really </i>don’t know how to tie your shoes yet?”<br />
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The sarcasm—“If <i>someone </i>would put others first for once.” <br />
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The guilt trip—“It’s okay. I’ll take the smallest piece of pizza.” <br />
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Man, oh man, it can be unnerving … and saddening. I long for them to love each other. They need their siblings more than they know, and I want to see them support and stand by one another. Yet, it’s often cutting words and meanness. Like in the van—the war of the spinning toy thingy. Sigh.<br />
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But then in the midst of the chaos, something wonderful happened. Somewhere along the way, the arguing had ceased, and little voices simply talked from the back seat. As we arrived to our destination, I heard this:<br />
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“I really liked talking to you, Christian.” Gabrielle smiled at him as they got out of the car. <br />
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“Me too, Gabby. You’re the best sister in the world.” <br />
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Oh yes, that's enough to send thrills through a Mommy-O’s heart. <br />
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Then after we got settled in the hotel, all four of them sprinted to the ocean, giggles melded with the seagulls caws and the crashing waves. Not one argument exploded—not even when poor Christian tripped and soaked himself in the chilly saltwater. Nope, in fact, the others helped him up. And I was able to get this lovely photograph of Ben and Gabby gazing at the sunset together.<br />
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Well, I suppose they do like each other after all. <br />
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</i>And you know what I meant. I wasn’t just glad to be enjoying the conference, I was truly glad to be there. There, breathing the air, moving my limbs, thinking…living.<br />
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Since my cardiac arrest in January, this feeling comes over me quite frequently. It’s a rush of joy, even excitement, simply to be walking around. At the conference when folks talked to me, or I entered a room to hear a speaker, or sat down next to a writing friend at a meal, I was filled with happy anticipation. It reminds of a kid going to Baskin Robbins. Yup, that’s how happy I felt, like I got to eat ice cream all day long for two days (without the bloating and sugar blahs—just the fun part). <br />
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It was awesome, but on the drive home, somewhere on Interstate 405, the adrenaline high transformed to exhaustion. I was very tired. I’m still recovering from the cardiac arrest, and a weekend of so much glorious excitement requires a few days of rest. My family and I expected that. <br />
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But to be honest, as I’ve returned to my normal routine, I’ve been more than just weary. The giddy gratitude slipped away and I found myself feeling bogged down, sullen, even grumpy.<br />
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Doing chores. <br />
Herding kids. <br />
Grocery shopping. <br />
Disciplining.<br />
Wiping snotty noses. <br />
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Not as thrilling as an action-packed writing weekend. At least that’s what I was thinking as I drudged through my day … but then, thanks be to God, I remembered! All of these things do burst with excitement. Yes, they do! Why? Because I’m here to do them with my wonderful kids. I could've lost these hours and days. Someone else would've been folding their laundry or dabbing away angry tears. It's an honor to serve them. A gift. A gift to relish and treasure. A gift I wouldn't trade for anything. <br />
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I’m incredibly grateful for a wonderful weekend, but being a mommy’s way more thrilling than going to a writers’ conference. In fact, it’s even better than ice cream, because the joy of walking this mommy's journey with them is the greatest reason to “be here” of all.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-19533529981357644952011-05-14T08:42:00.000-07:002011-05-14T08:42:41.727-07:00My Favorite Part of the Day“But I want to go, too!” my little Abigail pleaded. “Please!” The desperation in her voice rang throughout the cul-de-sac.<br />
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It was almost 8:00 PM, but since the sun’s been lingering till a later hour here in the Pacific Northwest, the older kids were allowed to stay outside and run like wild banshees with their neighborhood friends (at least that’s what it <i>looked </i>like they were doing). <br />
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But since, first, Abigail’s just little and needs to go to bed, and, second, it was mostly big boys out there, and finally, like I said, it was no peaceful game of lawn bowling going on, I didn’t think it was a good idea for her to go. I delineated all these reasonable explanations to her…<br />
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“But I waaaaaant too!” In her dark moment of anger and sadness, she sprinted up the stairs to her room to continue the wailing (tantrum, perhaps? I think yes). <br />
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After five long minutes, she appeared, with a somber yet calm demeanor, in my room where I was sorting laundry. “Put your jammies on, honey.” I told her. <br />
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She disappeared to her room, and apparently as she started to dig for jammies she found something. She came running to me holding a teddy bear blanket I had just bought for a friend’s baby shower. <br />
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“Is this for me?” A big grin twinkled in her eyes. <br />
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“No honey,” I said firmly. “No. That shouldn’t be in your room.” I took it from her hand. “How did it get there?”<br />
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My firmness was too much for her. Her big brown eyes peeked up at me—so sad, with a look of helplessness. She didn’t scream or protest her innocence, she just said, “I don’t know,” then slowly slumped toward the door. <br />
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“Oh sweetie.” I tugged her back to me, knelt to her level, and looked in her eyes. “I’m sorry. Mommy shouldn’t have been so firm.” <br />
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Her chin trembled, just a bit, and a few tears welled in her eyes, then in a quick moment her little body clung to me, her arms tight against my neck. I picked her up, and we sat on the bed, with her snuggled on my lap as she sobbed it out. <br />
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She cried for a long time, and then she just stayed cuddled, silently, as I rubbed her back and whispered that I love her and how pretty she is. The thoughts of my duties of laundry, dishes, and toys on the floor fluttered to my mind, but I tossed them away. <i>I won’t let go of her until she let’s go of me.</i> <br />
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Finally, after about twenty-five minutes, she leaned back and smiled. “Do you want to see my daughter, Mama? She’s just a baby, but I have a new shirt for her to wear, and you know she lives in my room by my bed. I don’t have a crib for her, so I just use a box ...” <br />
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Of everything I did yesterday, working, writing, dishes, talking, cooking, eating ... those twenty-five minutes were my favorite. What could be better than being the one she needed in her heartache, knowing my embrace would comfort, giving my heart and receiving her love? These moments will become less frequent as she grows. I’m grateful for each one.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-38462218468769758322011-05-11T19:26:00.000-07:002011-05-13T13:29:19.415-07:00As the Deer Panteth...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-UFgLWm-U6Hs/TctIK0Hj0GI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/dxvhGFxuhCo/s1600/mother_hugging_child.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear:right; float:right; margin-left:1em; margin-bottom:1em"><img border="0" height="200" width="141" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-UFgLWm-U6Hs/TctIK0Hj0GI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/dxvhGFxuhCo/s200/mother_hugging_child.jpg" /></a></div><br />
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As the deer panteth for the water so my soul longeth after Thee. <br />
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The words to an old praise song taken from Psalm 42. I love the way the King James-ish words sound--there’s something comforting about them. And of course, the desperate crying out to Jesus—that hits me. <br />
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Especially as a mom, there are times I so long for Jesus it brings tears to my eyes. I often fail to be the mother I want to be, yet I try so hard to do everything I know I should. And even when I think I’m making the right parenting decision, often doubt creeps in. Especially when it comes to discipline. <br />
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We have attitude issues in this family, and not just the kids. Both my husband and I struggle at times, which makes it even more difficult to discipline the one who glares at us with eyes full of rebellion. How do we tell him to get his attitude on track when ours can be less than Christlike? <br />
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A helping of long-ago advice comes to mind:<br />
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<i>It’s my job as a parent to teach my children the truth. The truth doesn’t change, even if I fail to live up to it. <br />
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</i>Yes, I know …<br />
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But still, disciplining a child’s heart is difficult, full of doubts and regrets, hopes and fears, all mixed up into a soup of confusion.<br />
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What can I do but pray? Or more honestly, what can I do but run to my Savior, begging for help and comfort, clinging to Him like a child myself? <br />
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I long for You, dear Jesus, like a deer that panteth for the water. <br />
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<i>As the deer pants for the water brooks,<br />
So my soul pants for You, O God. <br />
2My soul thirsts for God, for the living God;<br />
When shall I come and appear before God? Ps. 42:1-2</i> NASBOcieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-19698141792275365612011-05-04T15:50:00.000-07:002011-05-04T15:50:27.033-07:00Dandelions and Daffodils: A Mother/Daughter Memory of HopeMy four-year-old daughter’s face beams as she hands me a “bouquet” of dandelions. “Put ‘em in you ‘air, Mama.” My sweet girl sure brings smiles to my heart. <br />
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But being a mommy of four (six years old and younger) doesn’t always make me smile. It can be a rough adventure—millions of pairs of pee-wee sized underwear to fold, infinite toys to pick up, handfuls of Cheerios to fish from the sofa. And need I mention the mental stress of constantly training those less-than-virtuous attitudes? “Stop screaming at your brother.” “I just told you not to do that.” All together, they create one exhausted mama.<br />
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Sometimes I find myself complaining—even whining—about the chores of motherhood. In my darker moments, I long to escape to the time before kids when I could finish the laundry in a couple hours and spend an uninterrupted evening with my husband. <br />
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Reflecting on those pre-kid years also invites not-so-happy memories of a year that brought no joy—not a bit. My pastor called it a time of “frowning providence.” I called it the worst year of my life. <br />
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Michael and I had been married five years when pregnancy surprised us—we were overjoyed. My mom rejoiced with us, and she and I dreamed I’d have a girl for us to deck out in baby-sized funky fashions. As our little one grew older, I visualized teaching her to rollerblade and inviting church friends to birthday parties. She’d be a considerate teen and then, when she’d experienced just enough life on her own, she’d marry the godly man of her (and my) dreams. <br />
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Those dreams crumbled when an ultrasound at ten weeks revealed no heartbeat. <br />
During the heart-wrenching days that followed, my mom comforted me, even though she was fighting a battle of her own …<br />
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She was amazing—not only continuing to jig silly dances, sing constantly, and most of all, fill the house with laughter, but also not letting the cancer shake her faith. She’d thank God for the intense pain because it drew her closer to Him. She’d pray for me when I was sad—even though she was the one who was dying. <br />
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Mom deteriorated quickly. Soon hospice arrived, and within weeks, mom departed. Bouquets of daffodils decorated the funeral hall. When I see daffodils, I think of her. <br />
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As the days and months passed, I felt isolated and lonely, and despite my struggles to contain them, tears flowed. <br />
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But then, eventually, came Gabby, and here she is, gifting me with her handful of dandelions. I still miss Mom and the baby I lost, but remembering my pain helps me to be grateful for what I have. And if God’s grace carried me through those dark nights, I know He’ll be with me, holding my hand, giving me strength to pick up millions of underwear, infinite toys, handfuls of Cheerios—and even to train those less-than-virtuous attitudes. <br />
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Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from Him. Psalm 62:5 (NIV)Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-59705413701866101252011-04-26T21:14:00.000-07:002011-04-26T21:14:33.909-07:00A Sunny Answer to PrayerWhen I woke up this morning, exhausted from a full day yesterday, I didn’t feel like I’d survive taking care of the kids by myself. My husband was out of town, and I felt like hiding under the covers. Kids? What kids? Out of desperation, I prayed to the Lord: RESCUE ME! <br />
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Trusting for a positive answer to my simple, yet heartfelt plea, I thought maybe some kind soul would call out of the blue and say, “I’ll take your kids all day,” or suddenly a shot of energy would surge through my weary bones. <br />
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Well, the Lord didn’t answer my prayer in either of those ways, instead, He made the clouds go away and let the sun shine through. The kids have joyfully played outside all afternoon (AFTER they willingly did their chores—shocker!). And I’ve been able to rest and enjoy the moments they pop in to visit me. Huh, sometimes God answers prayer in ways we never thought of—sunshine like the rays of His love. Pretty cool.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-7456251865462083042011-04-22T08:51:00.000-07:002011-04-26T21:05:55.091-07:00Good Friday and Easter at Our House<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-wLPsoZgo238/TbGl9GlnuwI/AAAAAAAAAJk/B9tQtINS0Bk/s1600/Three-Crosses.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear:left; float:left;margin-right:1em; margin-bottom:1em"><img border="0" height="151" width="200" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-wLPsoZgo238/TbGl9GlnuwI/AAAAAAAAAJk/B9tQtINS0Bk/s200/Three-Crosses.jpg" /></a></div><br />
Happy Good Friday! Remember to tell your kids the story of Jesus death on the cross today. To keep it simple and not scary, I'm planning on reading about it in their children's Bible. (I use <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Childs-Story-Bible-Catherine-Vos/dp/0802850111/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1303485430&sr=8-1">Catherine Vos's The Child's Story Bible</a>. Highly recommend!)<br />
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In our family, we like to NOT talk about the resurrection until Sunday. We pretend we're the twelve apostles and only talk about His death and sacrifice. We discuss questions like, "What do you think Peter did today?" and, "Do you think John was scared?" We sing, "Alas and Did My Savior Bleed," and "Oh Sacred Head Now Wounded." We don't sing resurrection songs or read the Easter story until the big day. It builds anticipation for more than just bunnies and baskets. <br />
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Then on Easter morning, I turn on the <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Hymns-Triumphant-1-Lee-Holdridge/dp/B000063T4J/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1303486453&sr=8-1">Hymns Triumphant </a>version of "Christ the Lord is Risen Today" loud enough to wake the whole house! It always makes me cry. Later, after church, we'll do the <a href="http://www.christianbook.com/resurrection-eggs-updated-edition/9781602003927/pd/003927?kw=resurrection%20eggs&event=PPCSRC&p=1018818&cm_mmc=Google-_-Seasonal-_-easter-eggs-_-resurrection%20eggs&gclid=CMb34927sKgCFQtPgwod7lGGHQ">Resurrection Eggs</a> (Do you have these? It's a carton of plastic eggs filled with symbols of Easter along with a booklet to help explain. Great visual for kids.) We end the day with a reminder that even though Easter is a special time to remember Jesus resurrection, every Sunday is resurrection Sunday. And because He is risen, everything He said was true, He has the power to change our hearts, and He will always be with us, just like He promised!<br />
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Bonus!<br />
For Good Friday, I'm posting one of my favorite poems by CS Lewis.<br />
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LOVE'S AS WARM AS TEARS by C. S. Lewis<br />
Love's as warm as tears, <br />
Love is tears: <br />
Pressure within the brain, <br />
Tension at the throat, <br />
Deluge, weeks of rain, <br />
Haystacks afloat, <br />
Featureless seas between <br />
Hedges, where once was green<br />
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Love's as fierce as fire, <br />
Love is fire: <br />
All sorts--Infernal heat <br />
Clinkered with greed and pride, <br />
Lyric desire, sharp-sweet, <br />
Laughing, even when denied, <br />
And that empyreal flame <br />
Whence all loves came. <br />
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Love's as fresh as spring, <br />
Love is spring: <br />
Bird-song in the air, <br />
Cool smells in a wood, <br />
Whispering "Dare! Dare!" <br />
To sap, to blood, <br />
Telling "Ease, safety, rest, <br />
Are good; not best." <br />
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Love's as hard as nails, <br />
Love is nails: <br />
Blunt, thick, hammered through <br />
The medial nerves of One <br />
Who, having made us, knew <br />
The thing He had done, <br />
Seeing (what all that is) <br />
Our cross, and His. Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-45091467174325548422011-04-19T09:07:00.000-07:002011-04-19T09:13:06.489-07:00A Sinner's MorningA sin occurred in our house last night. Of course, the nasty blight of transgression happens every day (by each of us—a lot by me!) but this was a theft and it needed to be “dealt with.” <br />
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Ugh. Not the peaceful morning I was hoping for. “Dealing” with my children’s sin is a stinky job. It saps my energy, brings anxiety, and honestly can be confusing. What’s the best thing to say, how do I make them see what they’ve done wrong? Will they confess and be sorry or will they burn with anger and reject me and the God who calls them? <br />
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Knowing the unpleasant task had to be done, my husband and I called the offender into our room and brought the charges. “We know you did this.” That’s pretty much all we said. The child’s expression morphed before our eyes. First it tightened with anger at being accused, then the eyes shifted upwards, as if a perfect excuse would suddenly appear through the ceiling, and then … tears welled and the crying began. “I’m sorry, Mom!” the repentant sinner wailed, “I shouldn’t have done it! It was WRONG!” <br />
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We commended our dear one for feeling shame over sin and willingly gave our forgiveness (after delivering the consequences) but our sensitive child held onto the shame like a treasured toy. “I’m terrible. I don’t know why I have to be so stupid. I always do the wrong thing…” and on and on.<br />
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Here’s where my confusion came in. I had no clue what to do. The problem wasn’t getting the confession, it was helping our child accept and receive forgiveness. <br />
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I’ve felt that way before. Have you? I bemoan how I’m a terrible mom, an unsatisfying wife, a lazy housekeeper, a thoughtless friend …These feelings perhaps ignited from a real sin I committed, but I magnified the guilt, mulling in the mud instead of receiving the cleansing bath of grace found in God’s Word. <br />
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And it came to me (and not through the ceiling)—the answer lay in Scripture. So I quoted the first one that came to mind. “The Lord is my shepherd.” Ah, perfect. No matter my sin, if I trust in Christ, he is my tender shepherd who loves me. What a picture of restoration. I told my child, who was still reveling in the shame game, to repeat the words aloud. As "The Lord is my shepherd" was said, his shoulders relaxed. <br />
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“Keep saying it, sweetie.” And, walking out of my room, although still upset, I could see the peace of God calming and comforting.<br />
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Reasoning, propping up self-esteem, even expressing our love and forgiveness only seemed to feed the cycle. My husband's and my words weren’t believed so it didn’t matter what we said to this child. To get out of the whirlpool, it took the stability of God’s love as shown through the precious words of Scripture. He needed the Gospel.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-64445569229019707022010-06-10T11:54:00.000-07:002010-06-10T11:58:50.522-07:00Teaching Firstborns God’s Order of Authority—A Summer Survival Guide!My firstborn, ten-year-old son seems to spend his whole life in an effort to dress himself in the robes of a parent. <br /><br />I often hear tidbits like:<br /><br />“Now, Christian, we need to clean for Papa. Would you like to come home to a messy house?”<br /><br />“Abigail, if you don’t eat your dinner, you won’t get dessert.”<br /><br />“C’mon everybody, I’ve got three activities planned for you.”<br /><br />“Mama, you need to be a good example to us.” Ack! <br /><br />After half a week of constant posturing to maintain—and sometimes regain—my God-given authority, I’m tired and wondering how to handle a whole summer with my firstborn underfoot. Well, I may not have the answer, but here are some ideas I’ve come up with as I work through this dilemma.<br /><br />First, I need to remember my dear boy is just trying to help. I know his “leadership” exudes from a sincere desire to create a more effective home and to guide us all into better behavior. I’m grateful he has this desire, and I want to encourage it. But I must be careful to help him see the difference between helping and usurping authority. <br /><br />Second, I can thank God for the opportunity to teach my son about God’s order. When my boy acts like he has more authority than me, his parent, he’s not only striving against our family balance, he’s telling God he knows better. “This mom you gave me isn’t doing a good job, so I’m going to do it for her. I’ll take it from here, God.” It’s so important for him to understand that if he honors his earthly authority, he will more readily rest under the Lord’s authority. Handing the reins to his not-so-smart mom (in his mind), is a big struggle for my dear son. But it’s a fight we must win—by God’s grace, of course! <br /><br />How do I cement a deep respect for authority in my son? Prayer and love. <br /><br />Which brings me to the third point. I’m beginning to realize that part of the problem could possibly be my attitude—maybe just a little. You see, I too kick against authority. I have a certain way I want my day to go. I want my house to look nice and tidy. I want my children to say “please” and “thank you” and I want everything in my realm to make me look like a got-it-together mama. <br /><br />I don’t know about you, but this doesn’t always happen. And when it doesn’t, like my boy, I sometimes get frustrated and try to force my will. Fruits go flying out the window—fruits of the Spirit that is—as I make excuses for my less-than-encouraging thoughts, words, and actions. <br /><br />To simmer down I must remember that I’m not the one in control. We have a saying in our house. “You’re not the king.” I’m not the king. God is. And when I bow my knee to him in prayer and the Word, peace comes—as well as the ability to handle the dents and bruises to my vision. <br /><br />The same is true for my boy. When he starts thinking he’s the king, the answer isn’t a big ol’ lecture. It’s not to “put him in his place,” or undermine his ideas. It’s to send him to his Savior in the Word and prayer. And as he sits at Christ’s feet, he will grow into the boy who respects authority—both his parents and others.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-82550573708719497982010-03-23T20:06:00.000-07:002010-03-25T19:58:43.822-07:00What Kind of Bride Am I?Recently I was asked to do a devotional for a bridal shower. As I thought about what to talk about, I, of course, ran to our great mothers—those great brides in the Bible. As I looked at these wives and their attributes, I began to wonder, What kind of bride am I? <br /><br />Am I Eve? Do I, like her craving the forbidden fruit, manipulate my husband to get what I want? In the same manner as she listened to the voice of the serpent, do I heed the voice of my own desires or other influences rather than the authority God has given me?<br /><br />Am I Sarah? Rather than building up my husband’s faith, do I, like Sarah in her fit of laughter, ridicule God’s faithful promises by my own lack of trust? And also, do I meddle into things which are between him and God—as Sarah meddled with the need for offspring?<br /><br />Am I Gomer from the book of Hosea? A prostitute who ran from the man who God had called to serve her. Am I unfaithful in my thoughts or words? Do I run from my husband when I should be running to him?<br /><br />If I’m honest, I must admit, yes, I am like these women a lot of times. But I long to do better, to reflect the others we learn about.<br /><br />Am I Rebecca, Rachel? Beloved of their husbands and blessed of God.<br /><br />Am I Ruth? Humble. The faithful wife who longs to support and serve the man who loves her.<br /><br />Am I the Shunamite Woman (Solomon’s beloved)? Her passion for her husband engulfs all her life, and she longs to serve only him. Am I like that?<br /><br />I hope to more closely resemble the faithful ones. But as I study these ladies, something aside from their character strikes me: <br /><br />Each of these faithful women has been especially chosen by her husband.<br /><br />Think about Rebecca, Rachel, and also Moses’ wife. All these women were simple daughters, interested in livestock. There was nothing exceedingly amazing about them. They were not born of kings, they weren’t exceedingly wealthy. Just good, upright women. But the main thing these women have in common is that they watered their herds at a well. <br /><br />And what happened at the well? A husband, or representative of a husband, sought out each one of these women, Rebecca, Rachel, and Zipporah, courted them, and claimed them for his own. These women were called to be part of God’s family by the patriarchs themselves. Not because of who they were, but because of the simple fact that they were chosen.<br /><br />What about Ruth? Was she much of anything in the world’s eyes before she married Boaz? We know Ruth was a woman of good character, but in earthly terms, Ruth was less than a nobody. A widow. A foreigner—not an Israelite. There was nothing earthly to recommend her to the noble farmer, Boaz. Yet, in God’s providence, Boaz chose her for a wife. Redeeming her life from poverty and bitterness. <br /><br />What about the Shulamite woman? The great, beautiful King Solomon (did you catch that? A king!) took this woman—a young country girl—and in his great, overwhelming kindness, he didn’t just wed her, but passionately without reserve, in utter fleshly desire and spiritual delight, he adored her. <br /><br />Song of Solomon 4<br /><br />You have captivated my heart, my sister, my bride;<br />you have captivated my heart with one glance of your eyes,<br />with one jewel of your necklace.<br />10 How beautiful is your love, my sister, my bride!<br />How much better is your love than wine,<br />and the fragrance of your oils than any spice! ESV<br /><br />Again, we see the kindness of a husband, who welcomes a bride into his arms, despite the woman’s lowliness.<br /><br />Back to the question. Which sort of bride am I? I still wasn’t sure. I looked in one more place, near another well, an old, old well, yet during a different time. <br /><br />John 4<br />5 Now Jesus came to a town of Samaria called Sychar, near the field that Jacob had given to his son Joseph. 6 Jacob's WELL was there; <br /><br />What was there? A well? Have we heard this before? Do you think John knew that in the first five books of the Bible the place to get wives was at a well? Let’s keep reading:<br /><br />so Jesus, wearied as he was from his journey, was sitting beside the well. It was about the sixth hour. 7 A woman from Samaria came to draw water. Jesus said to her, “Give me a drink.” … 9 The Samaritan woman said to him, “How is it that you, a Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman of Samaria?” (For Jews have no dealings with Samaritans.) <br /><br />Immediately we see that just like Boaz, King Solomon, and Hosea, Jesus has no earthly reason to pursue this woman. Why?<br /><br />Let’s talk about the Samaritan woman for a second. What do we know about her?<br />1. She’s a woman. Not good during that time. A rabbi wasn’t allowed to talk to women. <br />2. She’s a Samaritan—What does that mean? Less than a half-breed. Rejected, outcast. <br /><br />We’ll get to more later. But for know we start to glimpse that Jesus is like those former husbands we’ve seen. He goes to a well and talks to a woman, not because she’s extra worthy, but because of something about the man’s character. There’s something the man has been called to do. Something in God’s bigger purpose. <br />Verse 10 Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God, and who it is that is saying to you, ‘Give me a drink,’ you would have asked him, and he would have given you living water.”<br /><br />Not only did Jesus lower himself to talk to her, he gives her something better than she has. Let’s skip to verse sixteen.<br /><br />16 Jesus said to her, “Go, call your husband, and come here.” 17 The woman answered him, “I have no husband.” Jesus said to her, “You are right in saying, ‘I have no husband’; 18 for you have had five husbands, and the one you now have is not your husband. What you have said is true.” <br /> <br />So we come to the other issue with this woman that would make a normal person stay away from her? What is it? What makes her more than a lowly woman, a rejected Samaritan halfbreed? An outcast of outcasts?<br /><br />She thirsts. <br /><br />Not for water. She thirsts for husbands. She’s had six. Six. And none of them could quench her thirst. They only left her dry, weary, tired. And thirsting even more. <br />What does this woman need? She needs a seventh husband. Seven, the number of perfection. She needs the perfect husband, who is Christ. And he doesn’t turn her away. She deserves to thirst forever because of her sin—her many, many sins. She does NOT deserve to have her soul quenched. She does not deserve to be Christ’s bride. Not the beautiful Christ. The lovely husband. She deserves to die in her arid loneliness.<br /><br />We are that bride. <br /><br />We are that faithless one, who thirsts for what does not fulfill. Our sins make us outcasts of outcasts, a Samaritan, Eve, faithless Sarah, Lot’s wife, Gomer—despised, rejected. We do not deserve to have a beautiful, strong, honorable husband seek us out and call us his bride.<br /><br />But then … what happened to the Samaritan woman? Do you remember? Jesus quenches her thirst for husbands with Himself—the most beautiful husband there is. Better than the Old Testament grooms. <br /><br />Yet, the story is not over, for, “This bride will not come cheap.” <br /><br />Christ calls her to him, but he must pay a price for her. “Quenching his beloved's thirst will require him to endure the horror of the cross in her stead. For it is there, nailed hand and foot, that Jesus, the source of living water, would cry out, "I thirst." Christ goes to the cross to thirst in his bride's place, taking on her sorrow, grief and sin.”<br /><br />Dear friends, our groom gives himself to us. He pulls us from our dirty, desperate estate and just as a husband will take his bride’s hand to claim her as his own, Christ takes ours. As a bride is clean, fragranced, adorned in a beautiful dress and jewelry, hair perfectly coifed, so our we as our great husband raises us from the filth of our sin and brings us to him.<br /><br />And I wonder, what kind of bride was the Samaritan Woman? First, she embodied all those unfaithful brides, but then, after an encounter with Jesus, she blossoms into the Shulamite woman—the wife of King Solomon, passionately in love with Jesus. <br /><br />The water he gives her overflows out of her abundant love for him. And she can’t help but tell others about him. She preaches the gospel to her loved ones, and you can only imagine the change her life took on. Do you think she continued to live in sin after falling head over heals in love with her new seventh husband? The perfect one? <br /><br />Of course not. That living water never runs dry. His love for her never runs dry. And then it overflows from her heart—from our hearts. Love for all around us flows uncontrollably and the recipients include … our husbands. <br /><br />The love for our heavenly husband is fleshed out daily in love to our earthly husbands. For as we adore Christ, we will be patient, kind. We won’t boast or envy. We won’t insist on our own way, or be irritable or resentful. We’ll rejoice in the truth, bear all things, believe all things, endure all things. In Christ, we become the wife he’s called us to be. Not out of resentful duty, but out of overflowing love for our heavenly husband whom we cherish.<br /><br />So my advice, to the soon to be bride. Fall in love with your savior, and your love for Him will overflow to your groom as well.<br /><br /><br />*Special thanks to Scott Hunter and Brett McNeill for their help!Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-89176972929795111572010-03-02T20:21:00.000-08:002010-03-02T20:24:15.679-08:00How Many Times Have I Told You?“How many times have I told you?” <br /><br />It seems like my mommy job is a never-ending treadmill on futility. <br /><br />Well, maybe that’s a bit of an overstatement, but seriously, how many times do I have to tell my son to stay out of his sisters’ room? And how many times must I instruct my princess-adoring daughter, Gabrielle, that, “Sweetie,” (my teeth are clenched) “Cindrella wouldn’t make smacking sounds when she eats with Prince Charming”? <br /><br />We had a spell of this type of “forgetfulness” today. Christian, my five-year-old rough and tumble knight, has a bad habit of putting his fat fists on, and in, things he’s not supposed to …<br /><br />First thing this morning, he ran to the front porch to “help” retrieve the milk from where the milkman left it. Before I could get there, he’d knocked over the egg carton also nestled with the milk. So fun cleaning up a bunch of egg yolk (actually, not so much). How many times have I told him to ask for help when getting the milk?<br /><br />Later, he dumped out my daughter’s big, perfectly organized, box of … beads. Yeah, millions (well, it seemed like millions) of sparkly pink, yellow, and gold beads all over the floor. How many times have I warned him not to touch Gabrielle’s things?<br /><br />And finally, without thinking it was even wrong, he smiled at me and grabbed my daughter’s newly beaded necklaces (a big pile she’d been working on) and balled them into a tangled mess. I sent him to the corner. When he got out, where do you think the first place he raced to was? That same ball of beads. <br /><br />Definitely ingredients for a frazzled mom’s frustrated outburst, but the moment that went beyond frustrating was when the same five-year-old repeatedly (and I mean repeatedly) loses his temper. Such defiant words coming from my silly boy’s mouth. Such an inability to control his fists and his stomping feet.<br /><br />After about six of these incidents today, I just wanted to cry. Will he ever learn? Will his heart ever soften to my instructions?<br /><br />And then I heard echoes of my heavenly Father. My own sins go far beyond those of my sweet children. I think first of my own needs more times every day than I can count. When my frustration explodes in words that shame Him; when I snap at my husband rather then giving him the benefit of the doubt … It’s like a neverending treadmill of futility—my repeated sins. <br /><br />Yet, God’s grace and forgiveness never end. I can never sin more than He will forgive. Did you hear that? <br /><br />I can never sin more than he will forgive. <br />Even if I ask for forgiveness one minute then rush and do the exact same thing the next, well, Jesus paid for those sins—the first one and the second. <br /> <br />My Heavenly Father never gets exasperated with me—he never says, “How many times have I told you to be patient with the children I’ve entrusted to you?” It’s so hard to believe, but it’s true. He always let’s me climb back on his lap and whisper one more, “I’m sorry, Abba.” <br /><br />“Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord:<br />though your sins are like scarlet,<br />they shall be as white as snow;<br />though they are red like crimson,<br />they shall become like wool. Isaiah 1:18Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-24682387383112072292010-02-17T14:50:00.000-08:002010-02-17T14:55:27.282-08:00Love Finds You in February Winners!Thank you for all who participated in this fun contest. All of we author-types had lots of fun answering your awesome questions! <br /><br />Sandie’s books to: Martha A. and Katheyeeberly<br /><br />Loree’s to: Sherry K and Marlee<br /><br />Ocieanna to: Shelly<br /><br />Tricia to: Abi<br /><br />Cerella’s to: Emily<br /><br />Miralee’s to: Kim & Elyssa<br /><br />So Shelly, send my your address and I'll shoot a signed Love Finds You in Lonesome Prairie over to you! <br /><br />Thanks to all who participated!Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-9232572623571835712010-02-06T22:37:00.000-08:002010-02-06T23:58:25.190-08:00Love Finds You in February!!!The "Love Finds You in February" Contest kicks off today and runs until Valentine's Day. If you leave a comment (and your contact information) at one of the following blogs and your name is selected, you'll win a copy of one of the fantastic Love Finds You titles highlighted below.<br /><br />We’re giving away free copies of eight separate books--not all to one person, either! There will be eight winners, and here's how you can become one of them:<br /><br />We’re not doing canned author interviews. You’ll be doing the interviewing! Pick as many authors as you like, ask any question you please (such as, something about their book(s), their writing or personal lives), and the author will post the answer in the Comments section. Be sure to bookmark the page and come back often (or have comments forwarded to your email) so you can keep track of the answers. And be sure to identify which author the question is for!<br /><br />PLEASE NOTE: If someone has already asked the author of your choice a question on that particular blog, you must pick another author and a different question. Questions will be moderated before posting, so naturally, no inappropriate questions will be included. <br /><br />All of the participating authors will post this same contest on their personal blogs. You can visit each one by clicking on the link listed with each book/author below. That way you can ask a different author a question on each blog, if you’d like (and increase your chances of winning!). You're allowed multiple entries for posting on different blogs... but only one entry per blog.<br /><br />So let's get started! You can click on each author's <br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25sGusjhGI/AAAAAAAAADA/FL-cv-4gQyU/s1600-h/to+12.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 160px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25sGusjhGI/AAAAAAAAADA/FL-cv-4gQyU/s200/to+12.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435400663152690274" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />TRICIA GOYER AND OCIEANNA FLEISS<br /><br />Web site www.triciagoyer.com <br />Blog www.triciagoyer.blogspot.com<br />Blog www.ocieanna.blogspot.com<br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25goJKJA9I/AAAAAAAAABY/vcmh04A0uTI/s1600-h/Lonesome+Prairie.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 127px; height: 200px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25goJKJA9I/AAAAAAAAABY/vcmh04A0uTI/s200/Lonesome+Prairie.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435388043052254162" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in Lonesome Prairie, Montana<br /><br />Julia Cavanaugh has never left New York City. But in 1890, the young woman must head west to ensure that the orphans under her care are settled into good families. After her final stop in Montana, she plans to head straight back east. But upon arriving in the remote town of Lonesome Prairie, Julia learns to her horror that she is also supposed to be delivered into the hands of an uncouth miner who carries a bill of purchase for his new bride. She turns to a respected circuit preacher to protect her from a forced marriage but with no return fare and few friends, Julias options are bleak. What is Gods plan for her in the middle of the vast Montana prairie?<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25skeyZbJI/AAAAAAAAADI/NEE4cfQevH4/s1600-h/Miralee.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 168px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25skeyZbJI/AAAAAAAAADI/NEE4cfQevH4/s200/Miralee.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435401174278302866" /></a><br /><br />MIRALEE FERRELL<br />Blog: www.miraleesdesk.blogspot.com<br />Web site: www.miraleeferrell.com <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25lEpFFGGI/AAAAAAAAABo/R_b1RiMuPdw/s1600-h/MFBridalVeil.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 126px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25lEpFFGGI/AAAAAAAAABo/R_b1RiMuPdw/s200/MFBridalVeil.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435392930703808610" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in Bridal Veil, Oregon<br />In the thriving 1902 lumber mill community of Bridal Veil, accidents happened.<br />But nobody expected murder.<br />Against the backdrop of the breathtaking Bridal Veil Falls in a historic Oregon logging community, a schoolteacher finds herself torn between a past love and the man who could be her future. Sixteen-year-old Margaret Garvey promised her heart to Nathaniel Cooper the night he disappeared from town. Four years later, just as she’s giving love a second chance with Andrew, a handsome logger, Nathaniel suddenly returns to town with a devastating secret. While grappling with the betrayal of those she trusted most,Margaret risks her reputation and position by harboring two troubleds disaster strikes the town and threatens the welfare of its citizens, Margaret will be faced with the most important choice of her life.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25mOZ1iJAI/AAAAAAAAAB4/Ma0ttvAIV2Q/s1600-h/MFLastChance.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 129px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25mOZ1iJAI/AAAAAAAAAB4/Ma0ttvAIV2Q/s200/MFLastChance.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435394197922391042" /></a><br />Love Finds You in Last Chance, California <br /><br />Alexia’s father has died unexpectedly, leaving her burdened with a heavily mortgaged horse ranch. Marrying one of the town's all-too-willing bachelors would offer her an easy solution, but Alex has no interest in marriage. Instead, she dons men's trousers and rides the range, determined to make the ranch a success on her own. But des pite Alex's best efforts, everything seems to go wrong: ranch hands quit, horses are stolen, and her father's gold goes missing. Alex is at her wit's end when wrangler Justin Phillips arrives in Last Chance with his young son, looking for a job. But there seems to be more to Justin's story than he's willing to share. Will Alex ever be able to trust him? <br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25s2EZ8xOI/AAAAAAAAADQ/4d87DgoEGKY/s1600-h/CerellaDSechrist.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25s2EZ8xOI/AAAAAAAAADQ/4d87DgoEGKY/s200/CerellaDSechrist.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435401476434085090" /></a><br /><br />CERELLA D. SECHRIST: <br />Blog: www.thecerellalife.com<br />Web site: www.cerelladsechrist.com<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25nVz9Te1I/AAAAAAAAACI/86fZm43upKg/s1600-h/CSHershey.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 127px; height: 200px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25nVz9Te1I/AAAAAAAAACI/86fZm43upKg/s200/CSHershey.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435395424705018706" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in Hershey, Pennsylvania<br />“Love Finds You in Hershey, Pennsylvania is a swirl of chocolaty goodness mixed with multi-layered characters and a touch of surprise. In this lively tale of a klutzy-yet-fiery heroine with a will to succeed, Cerella D. Sechrist creates a delicious story of forgiveness, grace and sweet romance. Highly recommended.” -Julie Carobini, author of Truffles by the Sea and Sweet Waters.<br /><br />Chef Sadie Spencer has learned that in life, as well as in food, sour balances sweet. After returning to her deliciously charming hometown of Hershey with a young daughter in tow, Sadie has managed to rise from the ashes following the death of her husband, the passing of her mother, and the dissolution of her career as a TV chef. With the help and encouragement of her best friend, Jasper, she opens a restaurant and looks forward to savoring the sweet side of life. That is, until a handsome Russian entrepreneur arrives in town, apparently intent on opening up his own restaurant in direct competition to hers. Sadie becomes obsessed with honing the one skill she’s never had – creating desserts – to keep up with her adversary, and in the process, she finds a love that’s simply icing on the cake. <br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25tD13ZlOI/AAAAAAAAADY/CWpsqxu4L7k/s1600-h/SandieBricker.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 160px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25tD13ZlOI/AAAAAAAAADY/CWpsqxu4L7k/s200/SandieBricker.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435401713049244898" /></a><br /><br />SANDRA BRICKER:<br />Blog: http://sandradbricker.blogspot.com<br />Web site: www.SandraDBricker.com<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25ogK8rPKI/AAAAAAAAACY/_kWkkddr2C8/s1600-h/SBHoliday.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 126px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25ogK8rPKI/AAAAAAAAACY/_kWkkddr2C8/s200/SBHoliday.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435396702186716322" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in Holiday, Florida<br />Award-winning author of laugh-out-loud comedy for the inspirational market. The Big 5-OH! - Abingdon Press - Due on bookstore shelves 2/1/10 Always the Baker, Never the Bride - Abingdon Press - Due on bookstore shelves 9/1/10<br /><br />Cassie Constantine has no intention of staying in Florida. She's just there to get her late husband's vacation home ready for the real estate market, but the place needs more work than Cassie bargained for. What's more, her widow status is like a target on her back, and the elderly matchmakers around town manage to sidetrack her mission at every turn. Holiday is a landmine of golf tournaments, ballroom dancing competitions and unexpected intrigue. But the biggest obstacle of all? Richard Dillon, the stuffed shirt she's paired with on the dance floor. He makes her heart beat faster than the rhythm of The Quickstep.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25o46iICII/AAAAAAAAACg/It74SMX2vXw/s1600-h/SBSnowball.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 130px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25o46iICII/AAAAAAAAACg/It74SMX2vXw/s200/SBSnowball.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435397127277119618" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in Snowball, Arkansas<br />So what if she can't hook a fish? This city girl has a plan to snag something else...and his name is Justin. Lucy Binoche is reasonably attractive, intelligent, and fit. She has French lineage and better-than-average hair. So why is she nearly 30and still single? Justin Gerard is the rugged hottie new to her church's singles group. When he signs up for a camping trip in the Ozarks, Lucy loses no time writing her name on the line beneath his. Theres only one problem Lucy's idea of "roughing it" is suffering through a long line at Starbucks. She assumes she can rely on the grace of God and the assistance of her friend to get through.<br /><br />But at the campsite in Snowball, Arkansas, Lucy bungles everything she attempts as she tries to impress Justin. She can't fish, hike, or ride a horse; caves make her hyperventilate; and hot-air balloons make her ill. Soon, events are snowballing out of control. Will Lucy pretend to be someone shes not just to snag a boyfriend? Or will she discover someone who loves her just as she is?<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25tUzvV4II/AAAAAAAAADg/HSNmJTP_JEw/s1600-h/Loree+%231+(small).JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 160px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25tUzvV4II/AAAAAAAAADg/HSNmJTP_JEw/s200/Loree+%231+(small).JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435402004536352898" /></a><br /><br />LOREE LOUGH: <br />Blog: www.theloughdown.blogspot.com<br />Web site: http://www.loreelough.com<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25qS2uJFMI/AAAAAAAAACw/ZmmS6Z_l3Ew/s1600-h/LLNorthPole.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 127px; height: 200px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25qS2uJFMI/AAAAAAAAACw/ZmmS6Z_l3Ew/s200/LLNorthPole.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435398672442004674" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in North Pole, Alaska<br /><br />A former marine is no match for the spunky Sam Sinclair!<br /><br />Wounded in battle, Bryce Stone has returned to his home town of North Pole, Alaska, aknd the self-admitted scrooge isn’t happy about living in the town “Where the spirit of Christmas Lives Year Round.” What’s worse, he must postpone his dream of opening a furniture-making shop when his aunt retires and leaves him the family’s cramped and cluttered Christmas boutique. When Bryce underestimates the young woman he’d hired to manage the store, it becomes a battle of wills, and soon Bryce and Sam find themselves fighting for more than just the success of the shop.<br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25qw3-kzzI/AAAAAAAAAC4/mJfT1qkGv8A/s1600-h/LLParadise.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 127px; height: 200px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3TtxVA6fjy0/S25qw3-kzzI/AAAAAAAAAC4/mJfT1qkGv8A/s200/LLParadise.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435399188175441714" /></a><br /><br />Love Finds You in Paradise, Pennsylvania<br /><br />For as long as anyone can remember, tourists have flocked to the quaint town of Paradise, Pennsylvania, where Amish buggies are as common as shops that sell hand-crafted goods. But to attorney Julia Spencer, this town is anything but a paradise. Raised in foster homes, Julia has succeeded in life only through steely determination and independence. The close-knit <br /><br />Amish people are a mystery to her. But local veterinarian Simon Thomas knows them well and is fiercely protective of their simple ways, which are increasingly threatened by the outside world. When Julia agrees to defend a local teenager charged in a case involving an Amish boy, she and Simon find themselves on opposite sides of an intense legal and emotional battle. Just when it seems they will never understand one another, God has something to teach them both about the power of forgiveness… and the joys to be found in Paradise.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com31tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-6857844431053013882010-02-03T11:27:00.000-08:002010-02-03T11:42:34.851-08:00Laundry Lessons--When My House Looked Like My Righteousness"I will greatly rejoice in the Lord;<br />my soul shall exult in my God,<br />for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation;<br />he has covered me with the robe of righteousness,<br />as a bridegroom decks himself like a priest with a beautiful headdress,<br />and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels." Is. 61:10 ESV<br /><br /> Remember the verse from Isaiah. “Our righteousness is as filthy rags.” Yesterday my house reminded me of my righteousness—full of filthy clothes! <br /><br /> I’ve spent the last year writing two books, Love Finds You in Lonesome Prairie, Montana and Love Finds You in Victory Heights Washington. The deadline for Victory Heights was Monday and, sisters, for the last week I worked 10-12 hour days. <br /><br /> Needless to say keeping up on housework, and especially laundry, went out the window—or rather into huge piles all throughout the kids’ rooms, my room, and the hallway. <br /><br /> Our physical well-being was at risk (in case an unaware wee one tripped and crashed her head into a lego creation or other strewn mess.) And our spiritual health also hung in the balance (not the prettiest words pour out when a struggling-to-maintain-her-happy-demeanor mama stumbles on a pile of dirty jeans.)<br /><br /> So yesterday, the first day after the deadline, I jumped in with both feet—and elbows, hands, and a bottle of bleach—to clean! For some reason, I thought my kids would be as fed up with the mess as I was. It was TEAM FLEISS time, and we would conquer the house together. <br /><br /> So, while I chucked one load after another into the washer, scrubbing showers and dishes in the down time, I cheerfully gave the kids tasks. “Christian, yank all that stuff from under the couch.” “Abigail, take this sponge and scrub the stains on the wall.” And the ultimate goal— “Gabrielle, those piles of laundry in the hall need to come down!” <br /><br /> Then as sweet Gabrielle lugged her third basket of laundry down the stairs, she began to make a strange sound. Could that be whining? <br /><br /> I was so surprised. My daughter was whining about cleaning? Doesn’t she know this house is a disaster? I’m gonna be honest. A rumbling frustration grew in my chest. I wanted her to willingly help with a smile—like Snow White in the dwarves’ cabin. “Whistle While You Work.”<br /><br /> Even though my crazy fantasy lacked any understanding about kids’ attitudes toward cleaning, I was disappointed, and tempted to snap at her. “Don’t you want to be on Team Fleiss? Don’t you want to stop living in filth?”<br /><br /> But by God’s grace, instead of snapping, I took a moment to pray and think. Maybe my ideal was extreme, but my desire to instill the value of hard work and a clean home was a good one. How could I take this moment to teach her?<br /><br /> Here’s what I told her. <br /><br /> 1. “Sweet Gabrielle, after you brought all those loads down, when you looked at the empty hallway, how did that feel?” She shrugged and said, “Good.” Phew, she said the right thing. “One reason we clean is because it feels good to work hard to make it look nice.’ She liked that. So I moved on. <br /><br /> 2. “Another reason we keep our house tidy is to bless others. When you brought down the laundry it meant the family will have clean underwear (which is gleeful!) AND nobody will crash to his death from tripping on the piles. All because you did the not-so-fun work. Thank you, Gabrielle.” A big smile spread across her face. <br /><br /> 3. Finally, the most important reason. “We also clean with a cheerful heart because it pleases God. Remember that verse, ‘Rejoice always.’? An orderly house pleases Jesus. It means we care about the home he gave us.” My thoughtful girl’s eyes squinted. “Hmm. Okay, Mama.”<br /><br />So by the end of the day my house no longer looked like my righteousness—not so full of filthy clothes. But the question still remains. How can my righteousness be cleaned up?<br /><br />Well, my logic to Gabrielle only worked because God is in her heart, making the truth come to life. And the same is true of me. My temptation to snap shows how scroungy my heart is when ruled by my own selfish desires. I need someone to change my heart from mucky to clean.<br /><br />There’s hope.<br /><br />Christ takes our filthy clothing and exchanges them for garments of righteousness. Unlike my home, I can’t scrub hard enough to clean my own hearts. But when I trust in him alone, he does it for me. And dressed as his bride, I go out with joy, serving him in all I do—whether scrubbing showers, teaching whining children, or folding piles of laundry. He is with me.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-62869639995230334172009-01-29T07:35:00.000-08:002009-01-29T07:51:56.700-08:00Little Victories“Thank you for your kids.” The exact words my two oldest kids’ art teacher, Mrs. Drillovich, said. “They’re so nice and well-behaved. I can tell you’ve done a good job.” <br /><br />Really? I could feel my cheeks breaking into a smile, and the urge to hug my little angels flowed into my arms as we walked to the car. “I’m so proud of you, guys,” I said. “Thanks for being so good.”<br /><br />“Wanna race?” my daughter Gabby asked Benjamin, ignoring my smushy words. And they took off. <br /><br />The squabbling began immediately. <br /><br />“Hey! I wasn’t ready!” my daughter whined as she ran. “It’s not fair.”<br /><br />The battle escalated as they got into the van. “Mama, Benjamin cheated.”<br /><br />“You always cheat, Gabby.”<br /><br />So much for well-behaved kids. <br /><br />As I go through my days as a mommy, I find life is like this. Little victories, followed by hours of struggle. I want those victory moments to last. I think it’s my latent desire to have a peaceful home where the kids obey, the dishes are done, and a slow-cooking pot roast fills the house with the aroma of love (and a together me). <br /><br />Funny, but life with kids doesn’t seem to be like that. When Mrs. Drillovich gave the compliment, besides the rush of joy, I also felt the weight of the responsibility that training kids to be respectful, responsible, and productive involves:<br /><br />>Constant reminders to my daughter to "act like a princess" at the table<br />>The repetitive "training" I give Benjamin to encourage him stop teasing <br />Gabby <br />>The multiple anger-managment sessions with Christian<br />>The hours of hugs and “wead-a-book” time with Abigail to help her feel loved and secure<br /><br />These mommy labor hours (and so many more) are what brought about that compliment. And I still relish it as a reward for hard work. <br /><br />Yet, the compliment also reminded me of one other very important point. It’s only by God’s grace that my kids behaved well in art class. So rather than strive and struggle, I must remember to put all my parenting into His capable hands, running to Him, in prayer and the Scriptures, with each defeat and praising Him with the victories. <br /><br />“Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” James 1:17 NIVOcieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-35504912346792084982009-01-19T06:08:00.000-08:002009-01-19T07:27:16.208-08:00Rescue MeRescue Me<br /><br />I live in a soggy state. I guess that can have two meanings. My state of being is soggy. That’s definitely true. Haven’t you noticed that having kids makes you wet? Runny-nose wet, squirted-juice-box wet, “uh-oh-I-had-an-accident” wet. Yeah, my state of being is definitely soggy.<br /><br />But I was actually talking about Washington State—where I live. We’ve had tons of precipitation that has flooded many of our waterways. The other day on the news I watched as rescue swimmers jumped into a rushing river to help three stranded teenagers to safety. <br /><br />I’m a rescue worker myself. Aren’t you? My kids don’t need to call 9-1-1 to reach me. One cry of, “I stuck, Mama!” sends me running to release a jammed baby from her high chair. “I need to go potty and my pants won’t come down!” will also nab my attention—and my fingers in quick response to undo a sticky snap or wedged zipper. <br /><br />And then there’s that screaming cry that implies physical pain. Last night at church my four-year-old son got himself stuck. When my husband followed the sounds of his wails through the foyer and down the hallway, he discovered a chubby flailing arm sticking out of the ladies’ bathroom. Those doors are heavy, and Christian had somehow gotten his arm lodged. My husband bounded to the rescue, released the victim’s stuck appendage, and brought the little guy to safety. Face red from crying, Christian’s sore arm wrapped around his rescuer’s neck in a relieved hug.<br /><br />Sometimes my rescue missions are a bit less dramatic than those, like when my seven-year-old daughter’s heart requires the healing that only a snuggle from mama can give. Or when my older son needs me to halt my busyness, look him in the eyes, and actively listen. “So you feel like you have too much schoolwork today? That would be hard.” “You get frustrated when the little kids take your Gameboy? I’m sorry. I wouldn’t like that either.” Then end with tickles, because he’s never too old for tickles. <br /><br />I like being a rescue worker. It’s a privilege to “save” my kids from their “dire” circumstances, but sometimes I need rescuing too. This week was hard. A lot of yucky things happened—I made a mistake on a manuscript I was editing; my latest chapter of my novel did not go well; I had a night of insomnia; I felt a cold coming on; my son and I weren’t getting along; and well, I just felt grumpy. <br /><br />In times like these I long for someone to sweep me out of the muck and helicopter me to peaceful tranquility. I’d like to say that happened, but it didn’t. Rather than a sudden rush of peace, like my hugs and quiet conversations with my kids, God was simply there with me. And trusting that the week would end, I’d eventually feel better, and that despite my whacked-out emotions, the truth is that God already has rescued me—by loving me unconditionally because of His unmerited grace—helped disloge my stuck and troubled mind from the crisis at hand. And brought me back to a place of gratitude and joy, kinda like Christian's red-faced hug.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2354393766657713848.post-33472045123596582352009-01-10T21:27:00.001-08:002009-01-10T22:51:24.450-08:00"You Have a Wonderful Husband"Transition--that's what our church is all about right now. After renting a Seventh Day Adventist building for ten years, our congregation suddenly finds itself needing to relocate. That, along with our dear associate pastor recently leaving to take a call to a new church, (the nerve!) has left us a little unsettled. <br /><br />Today we toured two possible church purchases. Since my husband, Michael, is the deacon, (that's right, by God's providence, we only have one now, and Michael is it) he guided the tours today. <br /><br />"As you can see, the roof looks good. Just replaced." "The classrooms comply completely with the state." "Here's how we can afford this..."<br /><br />I watched him, this man I've known since he was a gangly twenty-something, going to Orange Coast (Junior) College, driving a Gran Torino, sporting a mullet. <br /><br />And I was impressed. He'd done his research. He knew his stuff. He led well.<br /><br />The tour ended, and we gathered for an informal "family meeting." Michael directed it with cordial professionalism. He talked about leaving a legacy for our children, using the many classrooms to provide for homeschool groups, or seminaries, or maybe even starting a Christian school. He asked whether the buildings would fit our spiritual identity. <br /><br />Who knew my Michael was so wise? <br /><br />But it was his heart that got me. The church we liked best had been there for fifty years. The members had stained the wood in the ceiling themselves. They served the community and the Lord with humility and love. Now struggles with money, regulations, and unforeseen yuck has caused them to sell.<br /><br />Something about their plight touched my husband, and he suggested sharing the huge church with this flegling congregation if we should be able to attain it. Why not let them continue to serve the Lord in the building they so love? He suggested letting the pastor keep his office space as well. <br /><br />In this world of selfish ambition, it touched me that he'd think of others--not how to get the killer deal or the "most for our money"--but to serve.<br /><br />After the meeting a friend came up to me. "You are blessed to have such a wonderful, thoughtful husband. It's not often that someone has a vision." Her eyebrows scrunched with sincerity, and I thought she might cry.<br /><br />My heart shot to my throat at her sweet and heartfelt compliment, and, filled with emotion, I said, "Ah, he's all right." We laughed, but then she gave me a hug. <br /><br />Michael showed us Christ today. And as I walk this journey with my once goofy junior collegiate, I'll continue to be grateful for the Lord's work in his heart, knowing that as Michael becomes more like Christ, I and our church body reaps the benefits.Ocieanna Fleisshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08352297217118389245noreply@blogger.com2